“My first kiss was in high school, and it was the worst thing ever,,,,,,I do think I’m a bit of a masochist"........Rihanna

Singer Rihanna who might be the hottest cover girl now if you are to judge by the number of magazine covers she has done since the beginning of the year alone, is on the cover of rolling stones magazine. Remember i posted some pics from the magazine here, well  check out excerpts from the interview....

On her first kiss: “My first kiss was in high school, and it was the worst thing ever. He pretty much dumped his entire saliva glands into my mouth. It traumatized me. I didn’t kiss for, like, ever.”

On what she loves in the bedroom: “I like to take charge, but I love to be submissive. Being submissive in the bedroom is really fun. You get to be a little lady, to have somebody be macho and in charge of your shit. That’s sexy to me. I work

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a lot, and I have to make a lot of executive decisions, so when it comes to being intimate, I like to feel like I’m somebody’s girl. I like to be spanked. Being tied up is fun. I like to keep it spontaneous. Sometimes whips and chains can be overly planned – you gotta stop, get the whip from the drawer downstairs. . . . I’d rather have him use his hands.”

On her emotional state after the Chris Brown assault: “I put my guard up so hard. I didn’t want people to see me cry. I didn’t want people to feel bad for me. It was a very vulnerable time in my life, and I refused to let that be the image. I wanted them to see me as, ‘I’m fine, I’m tough.’ I put that up until it felt real.”

On her father: “I actually feel really bad for my father. He was abused too – he got beat up by his stepdad when he was young. He has resentment toward women, because he felt like his mom never protected him, and unfortunately, my mother was the victim of that. I’m not giving him excuses. Right is right and wrong is wrong. I still blame him. But I understand the source.”

On how the childhood abuse shaped her: “I do think I’m a bit of a masochist. It’s not something I’m proud of, and it’s not something I noticed until recently. I think it’s common for people who witness abuse in their household. They can never smell how beautiful a rose is unless they get pricked by a thorn. When I think about it, I really do take some pleasure in the negativity. I don’t want to say turned on by it – but I’m turned on by it.”

On her visit to the Sydney sex shop Toolshed, where she left with two full bags of whips, blindfolds and dildos: “Don’t go to a sex store tipsy.”

On the current status of her love life: “I’m not dating. I’m not sexing, I’m not even sexting. It’s on complete nil You think you’re disappointed? [by her lack of sex]. Try being in this body!”

On sexting: “When you’re not with the person you want to be intimate with, a picture is the next best thing. Well, Skype is safer. But a picture lasts a long time. When you’re alone, and those horny moments come up, pictures can be very handy. I haven’t gotten a dick picture in a long time. I think people are a little afraid. It can turn out bad.”

On her name: “I get kind of numb to hearing Rihanna (from the Arabic for “sweet basil.”), Rihanna, Rihanna. When I hear Robyn (her first name), I pay attention.”